Finding Me

Personality test show give you some kind of understanding about yourself rite? So why do people get angry when they that they are not so friendly or not so loyal or something to that nature. Most people believe that if they see themselves in that manner everyone will do the do same. But, that is the slightly way things works. Many individuals tend to become caught up in their own lives filled with problems and discouragements, hardly do they have time to spend time learning why certain things happen to them, if it is because of their attitude, character, morals, habits or their mental state. In the "Big Five" personality quiz the results were Moderately high on Agreeableness, Average on Extraversion, Average on Conscientiousness, Moderately High on Emotionality and Moderately high on Intellect/ Openness. According to my results I have a "Average on Extraversion, which means that I am equal amount extraverted and introvert. Extraverted-people who are typically sociable, expensive and dominant. Introverted- people who are shy, rclusive and private. I know in my own little way I am really outgoing and sometimes I could be very reserve and self reliant. Meeting new people is something I look forward to on a regulary but sometimes I would become afarid of what I will face or who I will face. I would say fear has something that influence new people at times which will lead me to become a shy person. I did not know that I could be dominant in anyway. Very few times in my life people have thought of me being a leader of that sort:( and I eventually grew up with that I my mind. That I am not necessarily a leader but more like a follower. It has been a really dominating part of life for me because the time I actually want to be a team leader I amm discourage so I am forced to watch thin from the outside...like always...I guess this was what made me a shy person who sometimes can't stand up for myself. But, there are times when I would seriously shock people because they are always expecting me to be a cerain way and when they see what I am capable of they give me the respect that is demanded from them.I agree with being a shy private person, but now I know I can be dominant and incontrol at certains times. I have a moderately high "Argeeableness" I would definitely agree with this...lol...I am really friendly, kind, polite generous and helpful. I can't help seeing people in need and not want to help them, give them that "extra push " to be better or just to make them feel better about themselves. I think that I do this because this would be what I want people to do for me. Just be that extra thing in my life that will be there through thick or thin, but, that is not so. I learned that I am polite, I had no idea. It somewhat comes naturally to me. It is how I have been brought up from very young, and I don't see why anyone should not be:>}. According to my results I am said to be moderately high for 'Emotionality"which is said to be fearful, excitable, nervous and anxious. It is sad to say, but, I do believe this is true. I have sometimes found myself in emotional break downs and can't contain myself. I try to find something that will boost my emotions for that time. It works for that time. But I found that I have kept alot of stuff to myself that really hurt me and I sometimes don't know how to deal with it or who to go to for help. That is when I start hating myself for things like that, it eats my heart at times. I have learned to keep my problems down deep so no can figure what I am go through. I am said to be moderately high on "Intellect and Openness" which is imaginative, perceptive, and witty. Wait witty???I don't with this on that much. I know I can joke around alot, talk some of the craziness stuff ever...rite...but that's me. I am always open to know ideas and experience so I do agree with that part of the quiz. My peronality is describe as Melancholy Phlegmatic in the second personality test. I have a 38% Melancholy. I would not say I am always sad. But only when I get really upset when I am not able to see my way through through certain problems I may encounter. Phlegmatic! I would not say this. But I think its true. I have had a problem to be a little showing or saying how I feel. But here is the only place I would admit to that. Sanguineis 10%, I would agree with this I am not at all a cheerful person. Choleric is 20% i would agree witht this because I am get angry not so often but I there is that part of me that trys to control such anger.In the third personality test I ranged 4 in type 1.This means I that I am not the really idealisti type.I would agree with this because I am not the reformer. Not the perfectionist and would never want to be...being a wise person is nice and realistic but when you can't be in contorl you sometimes slip into be discering. In type 2 I ranked a 3 which is werid. Because in the other test I am said to be high in helpfullness. But I agree with being helpful in many ways. Type 3 I was ranked 3 in the Achiever. I totally agree with this these people I would say is the achievers. i do pu every effort in what I do but sometimes things just dont work out. I ranked 4 in type 6 as the individualist the introspective, omantic type...ooooh... I like...definitely agree with this self aware, sensitive, and reserved. Vey honest, creative but very moody and slf conciouse..damn this is describing me so well.I am also very high int type 6 as the loyalis. I would agree on so many levels with this one. I am committed, security -oriented type. Hard woking, responsible, and trustworthy. I can b anxious- waiting on stress while complaining about it.I am the peacemaker in type nine which ranked the highest with a 8. Th easy going, self-effacing type. I am usually creative optimistic and supportive are too willing to go a long way for others to keep the peace.I am able to bring people together and heal all conflicts.In the traits test in the first category my results showed that I am very socialble, risk taker, implusive and very responsible. I would agree with these results. I would not say I am in active, because I would pefer to stay away from wok at times but I still do manage. Some how it seems as if though I do have a high self esteem here. I would sort of agree with this being really open minded at times changes that. I would say I am happy yet anxious at times everyone is. I would not agree with being obsessive but my results show that I am really high in this area. I am not free from GUILT I do agree with this...lol...I am not innocent you know...hehe...I hav done some stuff that I would not share, but know they are wrong and its been on my mind for a while. Definitely an ambitious person. I agree!! I aways work for what I want eventhough something I might not succeed I don't give up. People might laugh at me, talk about me,do everythin they could to bring me down ...but hey...amma strong woman.Some how this was surprizing for me...to see that I had a stron masculine vibe about me...I was like..what the hell...but then again...I am no the girly type so I am still not agree with it but there is a high possibility that there is...lol...I am a believer that rite!!!I am racise...that aint rite, so not true. I respect everyone no matter sex, religion , social class and ethnic group. I am NOT racise...how dear this personality test!! Sexual Libido-energy that in psychoanalytic theory is derived from primitive biological urges (as for sexual pleasure or self-preservation) and that is expressed in conscious activity. This is the meaning I found for this ...simiply mean my sexual drive... and yea ... its high, like really high I have a wapping 35- 42. Thats crazy, when the normal female is 21-22. Damn!! I hate to say this but IIiiiiII agree...LMAO.